“When I had you it didn’t feel like anything was ever wrong, even when it was. Every other part of my life could have been falling apart but when I was with you, it still felt like everything was okay. You allowed me to ignore the fact that I hated my job because knowing I got to come home to you got me through the work day. And I thought this was a blessing but it was actually just keeping me from making the changes in my life that I needed to make. I didn’t try to make a life I’d be happy with on my own because you were the best part of my life and I thought I’d always have you. But this was self destructive because you were my strongest painkiller, you didn’t actually make everything better, you just made it feel like it was.”
* Putting my music on shuffle, and every single song seems to speak directly to me, almost as if my playlist is trying to tell me something about what i’m currently going through.
* Scary accurate tarot readings, even though they’re “Just cards with pictures on them.”
* The way air feels almost alive with energy before a storm.
